style, thoughts, and figuring out my career goals.

welcome to the tsunami of thoughts floating around my brain.

It’s hard for me to materialize my thoughts. If you look through my saved videos on TikTok, you’ll see hundreds, if not thousands, of Pinterest montage videos. Videos that describe different aesthetics, or just images and sounds. I’m a highly visual person, and imagery is something I am obsessed with (I meannn I’m literally a Pinterest obsessed photographer so that shouldn’t be a surprise). I save these videos because there is something within them I want to replicate. That essence, or vibe, become that person that I visualize in those videos; and when I apply them to other people it’s easy for me to pin-point what to do. Recently a friend of mine asked me to help her shop. She has a few trips and events coming up that she wanted help shopping for, and she was looking for certain pieces to elevate her closet, but didn’t know where to start. In this context I could target exactly what she was looking for and new what vibe and pieces suited her. It wasn’t hard for me. However when it comes to myself, the task is impossible.